I'm really stress &sad.
Stroll back home, walked real slow, as slow as a tortoise while crossing the road.
You could say i was risking my life. Don't worry, nothing happened to me, if not i won't be blogging eh?
Went home. I did the most silliest thing on earth. I didn't know why i did it. At that state, all i could think of was..
Nobody will ever believe what i did. You'll be shocked.
sign.
I used the penknife. &only now, i then realised the tip was a bit rusty.
Ah well, i slitted already.
In my whole life, this was the first time i feel so sad, so depressed, so stressed.
I cried for a long time. From cc to home, before i stepped into home, i've to control &turn to a normal angel. I went to the room straight to cry my heart out.
&now i having a fever.
Hahs. I was near to mum afterward. She was shocked that i was so feverish. She asked me not to stand near to her. Someone tell my mum, fever is not contagious.
Then i told her something, she asked was i out of love *in a suspect tone*
I quickly change the topic instantly. If she knows, i'll be sooooooo dead meat.
After that, i was thinking what if she see my hand.. sign.
Nobody knows how i feel now.
Sorry besties &close ones. If i never share my troubles. Is not i don't want too, but i just don't want all of you to be worried, i don't want you all to be sad just because of me.
Sorry.
Don't worry, i'll be fine =]
Yea. I'll be fine.
I might not be blogging in this blog, till i get better. Who knows if you're lucky you may chance upon my the other blog.